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How can I learn to write better when there is nobody to teach you?
Ok, so I'm one of those millions of people who dream be an author. One of those dreams that adolescents who think Twilight is crap, but secretly are jealous and resentful of the success of SMEI's. I've been writing stories, long before the success and money has overthrown writer's innate desire to express their dreams and publish for the world to see, just because they liked doing. But there is a paste. I write and write, but the sense of not organizing … I have read and reread popular fiction, best sellers and how-to books on writing … but the progress is not obvious to me. And not one, but my brothers and sisters naughty, parents and teachers to read my work … the opinions are not equal to a professional. How the hell I am supposed to improve in writing!? As I am 15, college courses in creative writing at present out of reach … for other ideas you might have appreciated much:)
Re-read the classics. Read Dostoevsky and Nabokov. And the practice.
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